Not good news

Dr Mathews just called...beta dropped to 223. We know for sure now this is not a viable pregnancy, now we have to sit and wait and pray that the numbers drop naturally.

I am really crampy - have been for a while now. I kind of thought it was the progesterone but maybe it is AF again. I can only hope that is the case, I really don't want to go through surgery without Dr Hudson.

You know, no matter how much I said I was expecting the worst, this has got to take the cake for disappointments this week. I feel like someone just ripped my heart out and stomped on it..